It's funny that they tell you that being skinny isn't everything. What do they know? Half of them have never been skinny to begin with. What they don't realize is everything you lost when you lost being skinny. Being thin. You could have nothing... You could be the poorest or the ugliest or the dumbest but everyone will continue to love you and praise you because you are skinny. Is it sad that I resent my own fucking sister because she's everyone's favorite?
She's skinny. I don't get it. Why did I get blessed with the fat genes? I'm going to change that because you can't be fucking fat if you never put food in your fucking mouth. I'm tired of doing shit the right way. You never fucking win when you do shit the right way... I'm tired of waiting to be loved. When you're skinny you have everything. you have friends and everyone tells you how good you are. You're very rarely made fun of.. and no one would dare call you lazy...
Everyone wants to be around you and then people get jealous of you. You are controlled and people want to be you.. Not when you're fat though..
"It'll take a while before you're where you want to be.. before you're there."
No one will ever tell you what you should to diet.. no one will ever give you weigh advice.. they'll always tell you you're too skinny. They'll always want to feed you and when you turn them down they'll feel bad about themselves and you'll be the one in control... making THEM all feel like shit.
It's time to get revenge on the fucking world that forgot about you..
It's time to show them just what the fuck you CAN do and NO it won't take forever!!!
I'll be the best and everyone will fucking love me!
Sadly it is true but getting there might lead you down a road you didn't expect.
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