I've lost 10 lbs in about 2 weeks. I hit 159.7 today.. finally back in the 50's after my crazy binge after I got fired.. I gained 20 lbs and have lost 10.. so.. thank fucking god! I hoping to be 155 by the end of the week. I'm just eating once a day at the end of the day when my body can't take it anymore and my meals are typically no bigger than 350 cals and I have coffee through out the day.
Everything else in my life.. well..
I'm not gonna lie.. I'm pretty fucking miserable.
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Update
Finals are the week of the 21st and I've been losing my fucking mind! I feel like giant whale about to have a heart attack. I finally started my period for May, so thank GOD that will be over with.
As far as losing. I would lost a lb then stay the same, then I'd try to kick my metabolism back into gear and I'd gain.. so I blaming it on PMS. I am now BACK to 162, cuz I'm a weak fat ass who gained my shit back. I'm eating once a day, between the hours of 11 am and 7pm and filling up on coffee and diet coke in between.
Hopefully I'll get back down to 149 again so I can use my spray tan since Summer IS around the corner.. I have a rule! I can't use my spray tan til I pass 150. I plan on doing that by the end of the month. I just pray to fucking god I don't run out of money and diet pills.
I've been stuck on the diet soda lately too so I think I'm gonna drink more water instead. I bought mineral water and sparkling water.. they are 2 different brands and I'm not sure if they are the same thing or not. I want to lay off the soda period because it breaks me out [smoking doesn't help] and it makes me bloated. PLUS, water flushes it all out and makes my insides all clean. I've started "Winter Girls" but I will not have MUCH time to read it because I have a shit ton of papers, projects and studying to do. I can't wait til Summer.
I bought a dance DVD off Amazon, so it should be coming in the mail any day now. As soon as I get it, I'm gonna do it everyday til I find a job and then I'll be 110 in no time.
For now I have a goal plan being:
End of .........
May - 149
June-139
July-129
August-119
September - 109
If not sooner.... I am hoping I'll be 159 tomorrow or at least by the end of the week, so 13 lbs for the month.. I SHOULD be able to AT LEAST pull that off. I mean fuck, come on!
I've been beyond obsessed with all my thinspo blogs on tumblr and I'm like super mad that I did this to myself. Wish me luck with finals, cuz I'm REALLY going to need it! Send me some good vibes and pray for me!
I hope I can do ALL of this!
Til then... Stay Skinny <3
-LR
As far as losing. I would lost a lb then stay the same, then I'd try to kick my metabolism back into gear and I'd gain.. so I blaming it on PMS. I am now BACK to 162, cuz I'm a weak fat ass who gained my shit back. I'm eating once a day, between the hours of 11 am and 7pm and filling up on coffee and diet coke in between.
Hopefully I'll get back down to 149 again so I can use my spray tan since Summer IS around the corner.. I have a rule! I can't use my spray tan til I pass 150. I plan on doing that by the end of the month. I just pray to fucking god I don't run out of money and diet pills.
I've been stuck on the diet soda lately too so I think I'm gonna drink more water instead. I bought mineral water and sparkling water.. they are 2 different brands and I'm not sure if they are the same thing or not. I want to lay off the soda period because it breaks me out [smoking doesn't help] and it makes me bloated. PLUS, water flushes it all out and makes my insides all clean. I've started "Winter Girls" but I will not have MUCH time to read it because I have a shit ton of papers, projects and studying to do. I can't wait til Summer.
I bought a dance DVD off Amazon, so it should be coming in the mail any day now. As soon as I get it, I'm gonna do it everyday til I find a job and then I'll be 110 in no time.
For now I have a goal plan being:
End of .........
May - 149
June-139
July-129
August-119
September - 109
If not sooner.... I am hoping I'll be 159 tomorrow or at least by the end of the week, so 13 lbs for the month.. I SHOULD be able to AT LEAST pull that off. I mean fuck, come on!
I've been beyond obsessed with all my thinspo blogs on tumblr and I'm like super mad that I did this to myself. Wish me luck with finals, cuz I'm REALLY going to need it! Send me some good vibes and pray for me!
I hope I can do ALL of this!
Til then... Stay Skinny <3
-LR
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