For the last thress days I've been eating a biscotti and a venti caramel macchiatto every morning and having water and diet coke for the rest of the night. I was at 158 then I want down to 153 in 3 days. That's good I guess. At least I'm almost in the 140s and I can get there by Monday if I keep this up over the weekend. I've been so depressed that I don't even want to eat. I just feel ugly and mean and bitchy and I kinda hate life right now.
I feel so lonely.
It doesn't help knowing that I cut myself last weekend after like a 6 or 7 month streak...I really don't want to go to work today. Whatever..
Showing posts with label fast. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fast. Show all posts
Friday, October 28, 2011
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)