I found a pro ana/mia chat room......
It's like the old episodes of one of those cartoons... "Good Idea/ Bad Idea".....
I'm not sure yet..
But we are eating 70 cals a day for the rest of the week.. working out 2 hours..
So far I've had 5.... I'm cutting tuna out of my lunch...
Grapefruit only.. black coffee.. tea.. water....
Til Friday..
Scale hasn't budged for 3 days.. I need a push.. I've already got 30 minutes in..
Is there anyone out there anymore?
Just wondering if I'm speaking to blank space now days since everyone has recovered...
I hate when the scales are locked in a rigid stasis-! :/ [but OC a signif gain is worser still, non-?!
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I'm still here. And that sounds great. I go to the myproana chatroom sometimes. I hope you're doing okay. Hang in there hon.
ReplyDeleteI'm not recovered, I don't even know if I'm 'recovering' any more. I'm listening to you. I understand how you feel about the scale not budging, I feel your frustration, but also worry for you. Take care Xx
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