Concrete Vanishing...

Ever have that feeling that you've been working on becoming something you're entire life only to find out that you want none of it anymore?

Ever been beat to hell emotionally, physically, and verbally, all at the same time in 3 hours?

Ever been so anxious and so confused that you can't eat?

Ever been so full from a salad that you pace in your hallway for 5 mins and know you won't stop until it's gone?

Ever felt like you're the only going through all of this at the same time?

Ever feel like you're screaming underwater at a BBQ and everyone is watching but no one can hear you and they all think you're playing a prank but really you're dying?

Ever want to be 100 lbs and look at a donut in front of everyone and call yourself fat so all the other people can look at you and admire you're control?

Ever run with shin splints?

Ever felt so much in one fucking night ... and then felt so fucking numb after you don't even know how you were able to be hurt in the first place?

Ever wonder when and how you're going to die?

Ever wish you could grow wings and fly away from all of it feeling weightless and disaster free?

Ever hate yourself for eating bread?

Ever count calories like dollar bills from tips?

Ever sleep in your car on Christmas wondering if some guy will just come and "get it over with"?



Have you?

Then what are you doing?

How are you fixing it?

Did you get better?

Did you want to?

Oh, you did?





There's the difference... This shit has become the norm... nothing is new anymore.. Nothing is safe anymore.... nothing is REAL anymore...

When can I wake up from my dream?

When can I leave this shit hole?

What the fuck am I here for?

7.5 billion.....

BILLION







What's one less gonna hurt.... Vacancy rates?



Anyone want a black cat? He pissed on my telescope cover....

He's dead to me.

LR