How Long Does This Last?

How long do we sit in this charade?
How long do we pretend like everything is okay?
When is it okay to break so I can break free from this mental prison?

When do I catch a break?
Where is my luck?

I'm done.
So done.

Please save me cuz I can't pretend to save myself anymore.

God send me something. Cuz I can't live life like this anymore.

Please know this is the realist I will ever be.