For the last thress days I've been eating a biscotti and a venti caramel macchiatto every morning and having water and diet coke for the rest of the night. I was at 158 then I want down to 153 in 3 days. That's good I guess. At least I'm almost in the 140s and I can get there by Monday if I keep this up over the weekend. I've been so depressed that I don't even want to eat. I just feel ugly and mean and bitchy and I kinda hate life right now.
I feel so lonely.
It doesn't help knowing that I cut myself last weekend after like a 6 or 7 month streak...I really don't want to go to work today. Whatever..
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That is soo not me! That is a model I am obsessed with on my FB. She's perfect. I wish that me.
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